in the back of my mind
i entertain, from time to time
all the possibilities and outcomes
that i've let pass by
through the course of this life
"i could've done better than this"
a thought that frequently makes an appearance
but is that the case?
is this really that poor of a fate to have to face?
if i'd taken chances
and went another way
would i still be the person i am today?
stubborn and steadfast
obsessively alone
with crutches filling up my home
it's far too late
to dwell on past mistakes
but if i were to make a change
would i still reach the same destination as my current path?
[time will tell]
if decisions made become mistakes
[time will tell]
if what was lost can be regained
[time will tell]
if everything remains the same
[time will tell]
if it all really revolves around
[time]
i'm more confident now than i've ever been
in decisions i've made and courses that i've taken
because i've learned to be happy with a bitter end
and take everything for what it is and not for what it could have been
it's hard
to reflect
and not point out the flaws
to a damaging extent
in the end
it doesn't really matter how i get there
but isn't it
all about the journey and not the destination?
well if i had to pick
i'd rather spend forever content with where i ended up
and not stuck in lament
wishing for a retry every waking moment of death
Who says the french can't do some proper emo? Also awesome album opening with the Stand by Me references. The tracks are absolutely banging and the whole album is worth listening to. dominikgray